He Will Give me the Desires of my Heart

I have been meditating on these two verses lately. Romans 8:28- "All things work together for good, to those who love God and are called according to His purpose." and Psalm 37:4- "Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart."


Sometimes I wonder if I will ever make it. Will FlyMissions ever get off the ground, no pun intended? Will I ever transport a sex trafficking victim to a safe house using my own plane? These are my dreams. He put the desires in my heart and I can be assured that this journey I am on will work together for good because I love Him and am called according to His purpose.


I was encouraged the other day that as long as I am faithful every day to do what He has set before me, whether I see the fruits of my labors or not, I will hear, "Well done, good and faithful servant. Enter into the joy of the Lord." That is my reward!

More Than Anything

I want to be a missionary pilot, rescuing girls out of sex trafficking in Asia, MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!

I have so many doubts though and I am pretty sad these days.  I sit here without my pilots license. How long do I try?  Is it time to quit?

People around me try to encourage me.  I don't think anyone has ever told me that I couldn't do it.  The real question is, why hasn't it happened yet?  I was so sure of the Lord's leading...but I doubt now.  I have never been so close to quitting.  Mentally, I feel like I just cannot get it and it saddens me.

I am running low on hope.  Please pray for me.