More Than Anything

I want to be a missionary pilot, rescuing girls out of sex trafficking in Asia, MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!

I have so many doubts though and I am pretty sad these days.  I sit here without my pilots license. How long do I try?  Is it time to quit?

People around me try to encourage me.  I don't think anyone has ever told me that I couldn't do it.  The real question is, why hasn't it happened yet?  I was so sure of the Lord's leading...but I doubt now.  I have never been so close to quitting.  Mentally, I feel like I just cannot get it and it saddens me.

I am running low on hope.  Please pray for me.